"How was school?"
"Fine"
"Did you make any friends"
"I talked with some" Lie...
"Were you nervous"
She will discover I'm lying if I say I weren't
"Yes. But that's only normal"
"Sure, it would be weird if you weren't! Have you had ny nightmares lately? Do they appear more frequently now that you're under more pressure?"
I knew that if I were to spoil the truth, she would just dig in it... Maybe even move me from High school, but I refuse to move a step back! Not now when I finally moved forward...
"No they haven't appeared for long."
"That's wonderful news!"
I have decided to start dealing with this myself. For so long now, I feel like she is only confusing me..
"I see... and you haven't had any... inexpiable picture popping up now have you?"
The room suddenly became all black, it shaded itself into a white shade, I was lying down on a bed, locked up. The nightmare that constantly haunted me had suddenly taken over my mind.
"Tsukino?"
"Ah yes! Sorry for spacing out, I suddenly realized I had forgotten my purse the school! What do I do!?"
I can only imagine what an anxious expression I must have had, so this lie seemed fitting
"Oh my gosh! No wonder you suddenly look so scared!"
"Do you mind if I check?"
"Listen Tsukino-san. I don't think we have to continue today... your mind is already booked up with what happened today, so you clearly don't need me today."
"Im sorry...."
"Don't apologize! I wasn't accusing you, I'm happy for you!"
Good she wasn't mad...
"Yes. Then, I'll be going!"
"Don't forget to get a new appointment!"
YES I will!
"Suuuure..."
Yes. I got rid of her! I kinda feel bad.. What the hell, I KNOW I can deal with this myself. And tomorrow, I gotta talk with someone!
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