The shattered image - ch. 1: The hunting Nightmare

As I anxiously stared at the two men in white shirts, they started to take action. The room was slightly lighted, white and steriled. I realized it must have been a hospital room, but why was I there?
Their eyes went from looking at me to themselves. Their mouths were moving, but all I heard was a slight ringing almost drown out by a heavy hear-blocking feeling, the feeling you get before fainting. But why? My heart was beating so fast it felt like it was about to burst. My pulse was way too fast for me to be fainting - and the anxiety. Overwhelming fear... something they said had made me fear what came next, so why coulndt I hear them now?

I now realized I was locked up. I was strapped fast to the bed. I was here against my will?

For a sudden moment my hearing became clear, the only sentence I would hear, the only clue for my reason to be here. "We have to ... erase her memory"
The next thing I know is the unbearable feeling of painful electric shock shot into my brain.

I woke up in my bed. The clock showed 02:54 am. I had have the same nighmare again. The very same nightmare that have been hunting me for 5 years. After I was "reborn" 5 years ago, I have had this nightmare... was it really just a nightmare? Or was it how I lost my memory?

The therapy says it's my brains' way of comming up with a explination on how I lost my memory - but... it just feels so real. Its almost as Im feeling the pain all over again!

As usual these thoughts are giving me a headache. Its my first day of High school tomorrow. I better get some sleep....